Monday, April 21, 2008

AMENDMENTS

Everyday i see you. You do not meet my standards i'm sorry to admit. Can you not be who you are? I'm sick of having to deal with you and stand up for you. That's because I'm the only way that knows you. But when you look at me, we don't see eye to eye. I try to fix you and mold you to my liking but there is always something off. yknow i can't shrug you off. i would but i can't. DO you feel like you're bounded. why can't you just be who you are and not care for those that shit about it. stop with the doubting. im tired of it. i seriously am. i can tell you what to do. you know i can. just that you won't listen. im the clearest voice in your head yet you listen to those around you. im frustrated too. nothing too grasp. right? i wish we could both take it easy. we are one together but we are two different ppl. depends on who we are around right. funny thing is you are me and i am you. we stare at each other and we don't know our true identity. or maybe we are one.

a broken bridge, either it wasnt wanted or it isnt needed. too worn from being trampled over. finally collapsed. but its internal destruction. for the structure is still intact, just the pieces that really matter are no longer present. used to connect two things together. the water beneath crashes again and again, wearing its wall.

I scream for some silence. I laugh to laugh for once, not there so you notice I'm gone and I breathe cuz its necessary

just for mo :D

2 comments:

smallicedmocha said...

hi bertrand. i didn't read your post. but i'm commenting because i think your font is TOO SMALL! you need to make it more readable so i can amuse myself in class while i'm on my tiny 12-inch laptop. if you could do that, i'll visit you during 2nd period. yes, this is a bribe. please change your font. THANK YOU!

-mo (aka john's sister)

jamie said...

Dang Bertrand you beat meeee haha