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Everyday i see you. You do not meet my standards i'm sorry to admit. Can you not be who you are? I'm sick of having to deal with you and stand up for you. That's because I'm the only way that knows you. But when you look at me, we don't see eye to eye. I try to fix you and mold you to my liking but there is always something off. yknow i can't shrug you off. i would but i can't. DO you feel like you're bounded. why can't you just be who you are and not care for those that shit about it. stop with the doubting. im tired of it. i seriously am. i can tell you what to do. you know i can. just that you won't listen. im the clearest voice in your head yet you listen to those around you. im frustrated too. nothing too grasp. right? i wish we could both take it easy. we are one together but we are two different ppl. depends on who we are around right. funny thing is you are me and i am you. we stare at each other and we don't know our true identity. or maybe we are one.
a broken bridge, either it wasnt wanted or it isnt needed. too worn from being trampled over. finally collapsed. but its internal destruction. for the structure is still intact, just the pieces that really matter are no longer present. used to connect two things together. the water beneath crashes again and again, wearing its wall.
I scream for some silence. I laugh to laugh for once, not there so you notice I'm gone and I breathe cuz its necessary
just for mo :D
its been a while hasn't it. my mind open to a selected range of people that are willing to take time to glance . so hows life? its pretty good says one. its pretty swell i must say. i get the grades i want, the friends that notice me, the parents that nurture and care, and the confidence i attain. who am i? an ordinary wallflower, static and without meaning, tapered on the wall, awaiting for anyone or thing to come and admire me. but i just blend in with the background. im no different than any other flowers on the wall, let alone comparable. for i have ripped petals and missing petals, dried leaves, stained from the environment. life is great you presume. yes it is. hey friend, im jealous of you. why cant we just swap lives one day. i would never give yours back. i would be so happy and be the perfect child. i promise. but wait, im me and youre you. im suppose to like who i am right? im different you say. but i beg to differ. im a ghost. i make my entrance but no one acknowledges. its all fun and games. then its goodbye and im swift away to my home. the fly on the wall that sees all but sits out and left to be. even maybe swatted. life is short. can you end mine for me please? death is ugly but everyone goes thru with it. can you just grant me my wish. im at a crossroad. can you guide me to the right path. or maybe ill pass this one and get hit by the car. its not like i want to get hit. i wave frantically to no avail. i signal the driver to stop. but does he care?
the wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round,
the wheels on the bus go round and round, drive me over till i lie on the ground
throw me under the bus. i will mind. but im speechless, more like i cant speak.
hey, its dark baby. can you be my light. im scared. you dont have to if you dont want to. hey, its pouring right now. stand under the umbrella with me. no? dont worry bout it. no hard feelings. lets play hide and seek. ill hide you seek. hope you dont get tired from seeking forever. try and find but i guarantee you wont find me. i returned to the wall where i belong. row 8, 17th down. i will be lonely tho. can you still talk to me even tho we are so distant? dont let me down. tell me soon so i can give up hoping. im a planted seed. im not growing. i dont like myself. stomp on me please. ill tell you its okay. but who cares about the truth. its so buried in the soils. hi blog. been a while huh? long time no talk. please dont make me feel shitty. wait you cant! thnx for listening. i want to be me but its not that easy. why cant the one that i see be someone different. i rather be a wallflower. i wont be lonely with countless others surrounding me!
Everyday i see you. You do not meet my standards i'm sorry to admit. Can you not be who you are? I'm sick of having to deal with you and stand up for you. That's because I'm the only way that knows you. But when you look at me, we don't see eye to eye. I try to fix you and mold you to my liking but there is always something off. yknow i can't shrug you off. i would but i can't. DO you feel like you're bounded. why can't you just be who you are and not care for those that shit about it. stop with the doubting. im tired of it. i seriously am. i can tell you what to do. you know i can. just that you won't listen. im the clearest voice in your head yet you listen to those around you. im frustrated too. nothing too grasp. right? i wish we could both take it easy. we are one together but we are two different ppl. depends on who we are around right. funny thing is you are me and i am you. we stare at each other and we don't know our true identity. or maybe we are one.
