DRIFTING AT SEA

i wish i measured up
i want to be significant
when im sad or depressed
i wish ppl would catch my hint

you want ppl to care
you want them to understand
you want your friends to be there
you want them to take your hand

these issues never go away
theres no medicine to soften the pain
its almost inevitable
so ill sit here feeling drained

waiting for hope
its useless
i feel so numb
my minds a mess

my body maybe present
but my minds drifted far away
can i tell myself to be happy
and look forward to another day

i dream of death
at least the problems erased
dont worry about it right
its just a phase

time will tell
but time wont stop for me
i wish i was ignorant
i wish i was happy

how can you seek for help
when the problem exists inside
im drifting at sea
im taking every tide

Hurting Eternally Losing Persistence Lacking Emotion Silent Suffering

you dont know the half of it
so dont even try